Dear Eric: I live in a very social neighborhood that has fun guest-oriented activities and events all the time. We all strive to be good neighbors, hosts and guests, but I often find I’m on the outside of what seems to be appropriate.
Examples: A call goes out to volunteer at an appointed time. I show up at the appointed time. The task has been mostly completed by those who show up early and now I feel like a slacker.
A buffet-type dinner where you arrive at six to socialize, and then the time to eat is announced. No one starts the buffet line. I’m hungry so I take the initiative. People then line up behind me.
An informal gathering that’s running long where people have things to do in the morning and my social battery has run out. I get up and say, “Well, folks, I’m heading out.” Others immediately follow.
Please know that I take a beat before I do any of these things, hoping someone else will take the lead. My husband is loath to offend and will say, even though he’s as ready as I am to do these things, “Oh, that person is ready to go home so...”
I do not want to be the first to act, or that person, but feel that if I don’t, no one will. Am I being rude or am I justified? Am I wrong in thinking it’s exhausting to worry about how others will judge you if you do what will make social experiences move along?
– Party Anxiety
Dear Party: In the mid-’80s murder mystery film “Clue,” Mrs. Peacock finds herself at a deathly boring party (that’s about to get a lot deathlier). Faced with awkward silence, she says, “Well, someone’s got to break the ice and it might as well be me.”
She then launches into a long, hilariously bizarre monologue. It’s awkward but it does what it was meant to do – break the ice.
Embrace your inner Mrs. Peacock with no shame. Ideally, everyone at a social gathering would feel empowered to say and do what makes them comfortable, but social mores and shyness often conspire under the guise of politeness. That’s where Mrs. Peacocks show their plumage.
If you’re ready to go, don’t let the perceived judgment of others stop you. Chances are, they’ve gotten used to you being the person who gives them permission. So, Mrs. Peacocking is not only a character trait, but also a calling.
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